Tuesday, May 25, 2010

Good news turn into bad news....

Hate it..wen good news turn into bad news..
:( a lil bit sad and disappointed. but this is within my control. so why wanna be sad because of it rte? it is not the end of the world yet...lol...
Whenever I am down I will tell myself, no matter how hard, this is not the end of the world yet..
Be optimistic, cause I still have long way to go..
Again..Dun give up! + oil..I can do it!!!!!!

Monday, May 24, 2010

The moment....

N here i come again. Listening to Kenny G again. :) lol.. today i have a good news. feel happy bout it. Am very thankful and glad bout this.
Feel very lucky to have so many ppl around me that supported me after all these times wen i was worried, sad and blur. U guys showed me the direction and advices that made me stronger each day. dunno what to say. But I am lucky to have u guys around me..tq tq tq :)
now is already 1131 pm.
watched once a gangster today.. quite nice and hilarious cantonese movie. weekends watched altera futsal tournament. lol lotsa lengchais. but no one can beat CF's power shot.*dun perasan*.. Sunday stayed at home watched dramas and makan with sista...another day is coming. time passes by so fast. guess i grow older day by day. but the point is, i grow older with frens and family around me which makes me feel that life is happier with them around me no matter how hard is the road that Im gonna take in the future. Thanks..........so muchhh.............x1000..I might not be who I am today if I dun have support from u guys (frenss dat share my sadness and happiness) *wink*
I need to be on diet.. so need to be fit for Phuket soon. Phuket = bikini..:)
hehe..ciao goin to sleep..

Wednesday, May 19, 2010

Q & A

Whats your name? > Wan Yee
Age: still 22
Where are you from? > Penang ..since 1987..still in love with Penang.
Fav food > fried chicken, sushi, sashimi, steak, kimchi, korean bbq and etc.
Do u play sports? > I am not so into sports, but I know how to swim a little, badminton a little, tennis a little too, is jogging counted too?
How bout movies? > I love watching movie, but only nice movies cos it makes me relax while eating Cheezel and drinking Smashing strawberries.
What do you do when other gals stare at u? > Happy cos it is a sign of jealousy or envy..lol
What do you do when other gals dress nicer than u in a party? > errr..tough question, I will boost up my confidence and walk in front of her without looking at her..hahaha
What do you do when your bf stare at other gals? > "hey babe, can u wipe your saliva pls"...then a tight slap..hehe....
How do you feel when your bf starts keeping secrets? > I think he wont..He tells me everything.
What is the size of clothes you are wearing? > S!!!!!!!!! what do you think?
Where will be the place for your honeymoon? > Rome/ Paris definitely...Lets keep money babe. Or maybe Japan
What if your bf is involved in a scandal with a hot chick? > CHICK? wth..unacceptable. I will leave him.. I deserved someone loyal pls.
Who do you love the most? > err, my mom, dad, sis and Cf...love them the MOST.
How do u see urself in the next coming 5 years? > A modern, stylish and hot babe!!
Do u sing? > nahh I sing in my car or his, like crazy everyday after work. another way to release stress.
What r u doin now? > answering questions while relaxing..
Who do u miss the most now? > I miss my good fren Miss Sia who always chat with me..but she is dealing with bombs now..hahaha..good luck Miss Sia. other than that, I miss my old old frens..It has been so long I din see them. Guess all of us grow older n look older now. i shud said we look like a grown up now.

Sunday, May 16, 2010

12.14pm...SUNDAY


I got a rose from him..cant remember when. but i found this pic in my laptop..so I post it up.
He was late that day because he went to so many places to look for flower cause it was on SUNDAY.. Shops close on SUNDAY normally.. the picture below was taken in Ipoh FuhSan dimsum..eat eat eat..one day trip in Ipoh. Pictures speak a thousand words..


12.07am..still awake.

Howdy..I am sitting on my bed staring at my laptop screen but my heart is not here anymore. hmm..guess wer is it. lol. i am missing him badly although i only stop seeing him for the past 3 hours. i am listening to Kenny G, The Moment. reminds me of those times i spent with him. he is a very supportive guy i should said. he is always there when i am disappointed and down. i should say i am so lucky to have such a supportive guy who is always there for me n also my good fren, Miss Sia, she is better than the best. n my other frens too, Thanks guys. u all make my life colourful. N Miss Sia dun kembang so much wen u read dis. Thanks for being so supportive almost all of the time. sometimes,i am kinda tired of being tough and strong by myself. but then i know i will always have them. But when im tired, Mr.CF will suggest of a place to go for vacation and have fun. Thats him. He only cares bout me n forget bout himself. bt here u are photos taken in Cameron Highlands> Have a nice weekend

















Wednesday, May 12, 2010

Aishiteru...

Whenever the smooth wind blows,
I gently close my eyes,
Lying down on the grass,
Just to feel how it touches my face.

I look into your eyes,
Eyes filled with love,
Way you look at me,
makes my heart pounds even faster.

Do u know,
I know you feel it too,
The words of your heart is 'love'.
Hear it now,
See it now,

Tuesday, May 11, 2010

What is ur biggest achievement???

For some ppl what they want for their life is big house, big car, LV, Coach, $$ and etc. Life cant be so simple and easy to be satisfied for some people cause luxury has become part of their life.
So why material is so important nowadays? As for me, materials can mean lotsa things to me. For examples, who doesnt want a bungalow as their house, a BMW as their car? But material wont last forever. Love last forever. Love your parents and family. Love your wife and girlfriends. Cause this mean something more to them.. Definitely love means something big to someone who appreciates and need love. So look around you, dont be afraid to spread love. Dont judge them, cause if you judge people you wont have time to love them. For me, life is just a short journey. hmm i wanna say thanks to frens that came into my life and left footprints on it. I really really appreciate it. I might not be who I am if I have not met you! :)

Thursday, May 6, 2010

A story of choices

Choices are always there. it is just you, the one who is making the decision. Lets say you have two choices of guys to be ur bf or maybe ur future husband which goes like this :
A : He is older than you, rich perhaps. Big car, owned a house and good career too. Everything that a gal ever wanted. Lets look at this guy from the other point of view. Lets dont only judge a book by its cover aight. He is older than you, so he thought he can eventually controls you and understand what is right for you. He lied to you and he said " it is all to protect you". So when a guy is rich, he has lotsa gal frens who wanted to hang out with him. So u have to bear with it too.
When you complain, he said you wre too childish or maybe sometimes he lied bout hanging out with his gal frens n changed the fact into "im hanging out with my guy frens". Simple. You just have to bear with it and be ready when he lies to you again. COs its all good for you that you do not knw the truth, so you wont get hurt. But still we will get hurt wen we find out the truth that you have been lying after all this while. Other than that he is ok, he brings you to all the good restaurants n find good food to share with you. But other than that its all bout lies. HE once told me, there is no such guy that wont lie........cos gals do not love to hear the truth sometimes.
ONE question : Can u live in a lie?
B:
He is a guy about ur age.. Just started to work. But because of you he is willing to get anything for you. If the moon is reachable im sure he will get it for you too. He just started to work, so he will be struggling now, to earn more money, to buy a house and n car so that you n him will have a better future. But again.. materials r just temporary, they are just accessories. Lets look at the bigger picture of this guy. All he ever wanted is the honesty from you, nothing much. He taught me to be honest to the person that I love, cause it is all about building the trust between us. Although i failed afew times, but each time wen I failed, I felt bad cause he really trusted me. So I told myself to try harder so I wont fail again. N he has tried everything to make sure that you can trust him, not even a single thing to make you feel uneasy or worried. You feel comfortable and safe. I guess this is what every normal gal ever wanted in their whole life. N he is always there to protect you and to comfort you when you are down. I was curious, does this guy ever existed in this world? Yes there is one. N am so lucky that I have found him. Thanks B (*wink*)