Friday nite

Its Friday nite. And normally I will be very excited since it's Friday nite again. But not for tonite.
I was all alone walking around Queensbay. And ya it rains again and I have to walk across to get my car. I hate walking alone in the rain. U can feel the lonelin
ess keep hitting u. Whats wrong with me? I don't miss him.. I just feel lonely. Now I remember that we dont really spend time together. Am I really his gf? Maybe not really. All we discussed about is his work at the site..
I dunno sometimes I dun feel like talking to him anymore. Really bored of all this although I know I should be understanding enough. Why am I in such a complicated relationship.
When you are all alone, wanted to go watch movie while you don't feel like watching alone and then you realised that there is actually no one there with u. All alone! Deym..Forget it..

I should really pamper myself. :) Well. I dunno how already. I'm so used to watching movie every wednesday & Friday & Saturday. Now most of the time I'm at home, online, reading magazines & sleep..I have best frens, but they wont be around all the time. I thought the term "the other half" means someone that will always be around for u.
I feel stoopid. N I dont wanna think anymore.
I just want to disappear for a while. fuhh...what the..

Well during my lunch break, I met my old friend from Altera. Had lunch and talked bout lotsa stuff. And hell, the weather is so hot today. Can almost burn my skin.. Thats why we have sun lotion. So guys, dun forget to put on the sun lotion wen u r out during the day time. I miss you Kied!! Kied , my best buddy who is always there for me. Too bad she went back to her hometown this weeknd:) So thankful that I found her again after we are done with secondary school! We just have so much to talk bout and gossip bout. N we love pampering ourselves so much. Thanks my friend! ~hugz~

What am i supposed to do tonite? chill n read this book..
"Why men marry bitches"...It kills time.niceee to read....
Oh ya..N i decided to cut my hair short! gotta post up my pic soon!

Happy that I'm a WOMAN

Guess being woman is never an easy task for anybody and every woman deserves a pat on their shoulder.
A woman needs to take care of the family, kids, husband & career as well.
I have been with lotsa women in this life. My mom, grandmas, friends, neighbours around me, teachers, colleagues, bosses & etc. Too many kinds of women. :) Women who like to do gardening & flower arranging, women who love to go party & shopping, women who love to chill at starbucks with a story book with them, women who love kids so much that they even love their neighbours' kids... I guess women are just wonderful people on this earth. But of course, men are born to this world to make women realised that they are beautiful & amazing. Agree?

As for me, I love to decorate myself with shoes, nice clothes, bags, make ups, earings, rings & blablabla... But isn't it fun ? You can just make yourself pretty. I guess lotsa women love thisss. Ahh DIAMOND who doesn't love it rte?

Oh ya lets talk bout a movie I watched recently.. Burlesque! Ahh amazing movie with Christina Aguilera & Cher in it. I love their make ups, songs & clothess..damn! So amazing. Too bad I cant sing so well, else I will sing their songs out loud.. Really love this movie.
And I did watch Beastly with my mom as well. She said its all bullshit..But I find it so romantic and true. Love should never be ugly. And I do believe love changes everything. Love changes me..I was once a small girl who doesnt know anything bout make ups, nice clothes or even nice shoes. But then when you were once in love with a guy that love beautiful things..So he taught me to be beautiful. N i am thankful that I am now a woman that loves to make myself beautiful & presentable. Thanks to him.. :)

So I went to Singapore weeks ago. N I find singapore is a place that all the women love themselves so much. They will dressed up so nicely with nice make ups. U can see all these pretty women on the train, busses, on the road, at the shopping malls. When I was there, I felt like I was pretty ugly. Cause I need to walk alot, so I just wear sandals. While each of them looked so stunning in their heels & dresses...*envy*
So wen im back in Penang, I promised myself that I won't make myself feel ugly again! *cheers*

chinese new year is here again

I remember during the last Chinese New Year, it fell on the Valentine's day.
cool!! I remember how I used to get a stalk of toy rose in the cinema. Walking around in the shopping mall. watching The Valentine's day in the cinema. A year has past. Some has slimmed down, I have gained weight, but din gain any height.