Friday nite

Its Friday nite. And normally I will be very excited since it's Friday nite again. But not for tonite.
I was all alone walking around Queensbay. And ya it rains again and I have to walk across to get my car. I hate walking alone in the rain. U can feel the lonelin
ess keep hitting u. Whats wrong with me? I don't miss him.. I just feel lonely. Now I remember that we dont really spend time together. Am I really his gf? Maybe not really. All we discussed about is his work at the site..
I dunno sometimes I dun feel like talking to him anymore. Really bored of all this although I know I should be understanding enough. Why am I in such a complicated relationship.
When you are all alone, wanted to go watch movie while you don't feel like watching alone and then you realised that there is actually no one there with u. All alone! Deym..Forget it..

I should really pamper myself. :) Well. I dunno how already. I'm so used to watching movie every wednesday & Friday & Saturday. Now most of the time I'm at home, online, reading magazines & sleep..I have best frens, but they wont be around all the time. I thought the term "the other half" means someone that will always be around for u.
I feel stoopid. N I dont wanna think anymore.
I just want to disappear for a while. fuhh...what the..

Well during my lunch break, I met my old friend from Altera. Had lunch and talked bout lotsa stuff. And hell, the weather is so hot today. Can almost burn my skin.. Thats why we have sun lotion. So guys, dun forget to put on the sun lotion wen u r out during the day time. I miss you Kied!! Kied , my best buddy who is always there for me. Too bad she went back to her hometown this weeknd:) So thankful that I found her again after we are done with secondary school! We just have so much to talk bout and gossip bout. N we love pampering ourselves so much. Thanks my friend! ~hugz~

What am i supposed to do tonite? chill n read this book..
"Why men marry bitches"...It kills time.niceee to read....
Oh ya..N i decided to cut my hair short! gotta post up my pic soon!